vixy: (rainy day love)
So although it was absolutely golden and gorgeous yesterday, it's been raining a whole lot lately.

Some of my friends, mostly the Californians, are often at pains to send me that one Oatmeal comic. Some of them send it to me repeatedly, every so often, I think just to hear me growl. I tend to have two reactions to this (and to people bitching about the rain in general), one of which is "look, that's actually not true" and other of which is less coherent but is usually along the lines of "Jesus Christ, if rain makes you actually wish for death, then why the fuck do you live here? GO LIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE or SHUT UP ALREADY."

*sigh*

Then I remind myself there are lots of reasons why people can't move out of the city where they live even if they want to. Finances, school, family, spouses, job, lack of job, being under eighteen and forced to live wherever your parents want to (which was how I found myself in southern California for a few years), etc. So instead, to stop growling and add something a little more pleasant to the world, I decided to list for you the reasons why I love the rain!

(Don't get me wrong. I love the sunshine too. Ask my close friends; I'm definitely a solar-powered vixy. How do I manage to be a solar-powered vixy while living in Seattle, you may ask? Because it doesn't actually rain as goddamned often as that. But I digress!)

Why I love the rain! by Vixy, age 40.

* The scent. Oh my heaven, the scent. Or rather, the variety of scents. The baked dusty smell of summer rain falling on really hot pavement. The green mysterious smell of spring rain falling hard. The washed-clean early-morning smell when it's just stopped raining and everything's still wet. The wet wood and gasoline smell when it rains down by the lake on the docks. Wet pine needles. Wet spring flowers. Even the mud, sometimes. (And its cousin, the smell of snow on the air when it's wet out and really cold. I don't know how else to describe it when it's not snowing but the air smells like snow, but once you've smelled it you always know it.)

* Watching it fall. Just watching it against the evergreens. When I was little I could spend just hours curled up in the big green rocking armchair, watching the rain. It's beautiful and quiet and contemplative.

* The sounds! Oh there's nothing like the sound of heavy rain against windows. Especially when it's windy. I've always found that thrilling. But even when it's a calm rain, it's soothing and delicious. Hearing that sound is perfect when curled up with a book or working on an art project or staying up late when everyone else in the house is asleep. Or that particuar whoosshhhh of cars driving by on wet pavement. And oh, there's nothing like making love to the sound of heavy rain.

* Summer rain, when it's warm enough to have the sliding back doors open (when I had such a thing). The sound and the sight of it falling combine and it's like you have your own private room that's outside, like a sunroom with walls of water and light instead of glass, with the sound going "hushhhh."

* Umbrellas! I love umbrellas. I have many, of different pretty colors and fancy prints, and I want more. I love walking in the rain with umbrellas. I'll open my umbrella at the least excuse, even when it's not really raining hard enough to bother, just because I think they're neat. It's kind of that same feeling as with summer rain; it's like my own little portable private room. And again there's a particular sound that goes with it; it's like walking around inside a secret.

* The peace of it. Now, I love sunny days, but they always feel to me like I should be out! doing! exciting! things! Can't waste a beautiful sunny day! For the most part I hate going to movies during the day, or watching movies or TV during the day, because I hate wasting daylight. But not if it's raining. If it's raining out, then curling up on the couch watching old movies feels justified. Rain makes staying in feel just right.

* Playing in it! Staying indoors is all very well, but playing in the rain is FUN! If you never knew the joy of splashing around in puddles or damming up curbside gutters as a kid, then you have my pity.

* Walking in it. Look, I don't care how cheesy the love songs are. Walking hand in hand with someone in the rain, running for a bus or kissing in a half-sheltered doorway... hey, sometimes things are tropes for a reason.

* Feeling it on my face. There's just a certain kind of chill... and there's something about laughing at it, in a defying-the-gods kind of way. If you're ever caught in the rain, try it sometime. Instead of hunching over and hiding your head, try turning your face upwards, feeling it falling in your ace, and laughing. Just trust me.

* The way everything shines. Again, some things appear in songs with good reason.

* Seeing it from far away. When it's not raining where you are and you can see far enough to see a rainstorm in the distance, looking like someone took their paintbrush and smeared the clouds downwards... that's just one of the most gorgeous things I've ever seen.

* Sun against rain. Also one of the most gorgeous things I've ever seen. Where I live, sometimes we get bright golden sunshine against a backdrop of deep charcoal-grey come-to-Mordor clouds. It is the coolest-looking thing ever. Even better than that, sometimes we get bright golden sunshine while it's raining hard. Usually when sunset is sneaking sideways under the cloud layer. Every drop lights up and it's like the sky's on fire.

* The way it makes everything green green GREEN! I've lived where most everything was dusty brown with a touch of green, when it wasn't on fire. I prefer to live where most everything is green and growing. Years ago an old friend put it best; this place *just* *says* *life*.

...heh. Appropriately, that's thirteen things. :D (Though some of those things are actually a whole bunch of things listed together.) And I'm sure there's more. But I've spent the last couple of days pondering what to include, and these are the things I've been daydreaming about mostly while falling asleep.

I'd love for everyone to love my city as much as I do. But if you can't, I hope you find a city that you love as much as I love mine.

See you around. :)
vixy: (emerald green)
Autumn is coming.

I was thinking it last night, on the drive up to Snohomish, that I bet autumn is coming soon. We had a bit of a heat wave here this month-- well, what passes for a heat wave here; I know some of you in the hot places of the world wouldn't consider 80s-90s a heat wave, but it was for us. Last week, the heat broke, with cool days of rain, still warm enough to leave the doors and windows open and listen to the pelting sound through the screens. Lovely, really. But I was looking at the grey clouds yesterday and thinking, yeah, summer's ending.

Sure enough, I noticed it for the first time today. All the younger maples on my route to work, all the smallest saplings, are already almost completely turned orange and red. Even the larger ones on my route from work to the post office, some of them have that barest tiniest touch from the tip of the watercolor brush. And there's one medium one that's almost completely purple already. (I once visited a part of the country where autumn had no red and no purple! Sadness!) I guess the sudden coolness spurred some signal. There's no stopping it now; summer's turning into autumn.

Oddly enough, I was also thinking last night, I'm ready. I'm a summer creature, and so often, the end of summer catches me by surprise and I'm still going 'nooooooooooooooooo I wanna wear my shorts and skirts more, I want my long golden afternoons and my days that last until ten pm, I don't WANNA let goooooooooo!' Last night, I thought about autumn, and I thought, I'm ready.

And not like last year, when I was just ready because I'd felt like things had been horrendous and had just spent an awful time in mid-August Phoenix and I just wanted it to be over already and leave it behind. This year, I'm just... ready. For watercolor beauty, and hot spiced cider, and roasted pumpkin seeds and harvest things. For skirts with tights and boots, and cute sweaters, for windy days and longer nights and candles. For change, I guess.

You ready?
vixy: (whispering poem)
So, things have been happening! I typed most of this up the other night, but then ran out of time and awake.

SpoCon (Aug 1 weekend) was tremendously fun! This was Spokane's local SF/Fantasy convention. It was a first-year con (they've had cons in the area before, InCon I think it used to be, but not for a few years. So it was time for a revival!)

Everything went SO SMOOTHLY. All the guests agreed that we were well taken care of and then some. There were glitches, as with all cons, but they were pretty minor, I think.

I can't possibly do a full con report-- partly because it's all a blur and was so full, and partly because I've got a really terrible memory anyway-- but here are some highlights:

* Getting to talk just a little bit to Mark Ferrari. There wasn't really much time when our schedules overlapped, but I *did* get to tell him how great an influence he has been on me and my artwork. He's pretty much the whole reason I work in colored pencil. I've learned so much from him. And he is so GREAT and encouraging to other artists of all stripes and media. I didn't realize he lives here; perhaps our paths will cross one day.

* Introducing lots of new filkers to filk! Normally I loathe bardic circles (details for another post) but I have truly found a new appreciation for them. Sometimes they really *are* appropriate; when you have a smallish to medium circle, that is made up of more newbies than non, and you're pretty sure you have mostly people who aren't going to chime in with either requests or performances unless specifically asked, it's either be a badgery-type moderator, or go bardic. Going bardic is easier on everyone's nerves. As with Orycon, we did chaos one night and bardic another night, and it really did work well.

* Meeting Timothy Zahn. He was so great! He even earned himself an honorary volunteer status, because apparently he just helps move things and fetch and carry whenever he sees it's needed, no matter how many people tell him "really, you don't have to do that!" At closing ceremonies, Randy presented him with a "HENCHMAN" t-shirt (what the volunteers wore). It was the best thing ever.

* The color-coded t-shirts! I'm not sure I'd ever seen that at a con before. Volunteers had yellow or green with "HENCHMAN" on the back; ConCom had blue; Security had red. And someone was orange but neither of us can remember who. We both loved it that the security members were the REDSHIRTS. Heh.

* Getting to meet Kij Johnson. I saw this lady walk in and start talking to Mark Ferrari for a while, and it wasn't until opening ceremonies began and the guests were announced that I went OH HOLY CRAP THAT'S WHO THAT IS??!? (I'd already had a smaller OH HOLY CRAP when I realized she reads Tep. Sorry, Boss, I confess it, I use you for my fangirly purposes.) Again there wasn't time for any really meaningful conversation, but at least I think I kept my fangirliness to a minimum. ;)

* Our concert! Which went great. Although that was literally the first time since I wrote "Mal's Song" that the audience did NOT sing along. I was actually thrown off balance a little. I get tired of closing with it always, but I'm aware I'd be LYNCHED in most of my regular venues if I didn't. I know there were Browncoats at the con because there was Browncoat programming, but apparently they were elsewhere at the time. Oops! But that wasn't really a bad (I mean, the audience wasn't staring stonily at me, or anything) and overall the concert went great and everyone was wonderful.

* Steve Dixon's concert! Which built and grew as it went along. Also just getting to spend TIME with Steve and Jodi (Jody? I'm sorry I can't remember if you're i or y!) because we hardly ever have the chance. It was SO NICE not only sharing a circle, but just sitting around talking. Sometimes I have to travel hundreds of miles to get some quality time with the people I live close to. It's nobody's fault; we all have busy schedules. It's a thing.

* The incredible view of Lake Arthur from the Green Room, and picnicking on a bench near there on Sunday afternoon. Watching the geese chase people without being close enough for them to notice us Basking in sunshine. :)

There were so many more moments, but y'know how memory is. :) Many thanks once again to SpoCon's wonderful organizers, and especially to Randy and Char for getting us there.

Lots of OTHER things have been happening, but that's for a separate post...

Birthdaytide!

Thursday, 24 July 2008 21:00
vixy: (princess)
My birthday week has been a pretty good one! :D

Highlights...

Events, and people, and events with people, and kittens and chocolate and fire and shininess. )

And of course, the requisite birthday question: what'd you get? )

And then... there's the mystery gift! :D Some kind and generous and wonderful soul got me another item off my wish list-- a shiny shiny new red KitchenAid!! (The purple one is no longer being made; the red was my next choice.) I have an oldish one, and it works okay, but it was my mother-in-law's cast-off, and I've never owned a new one of my own. I am thrilled and can't wait to set it up! And I want to thank the giver... except... I don't know who the giver is. It's one of those situations where the item was bought through Amazon but actually sold and shipped by another seller, and the only "from" info anywhere in the packing or labeling is that of the seller. So I don't know who it was! If it was one of you lovely people out there, please tell me so that I can sing your praises. :) (Actually I suspect that this might *also* be my mother-in-law, but I haven't yet gotten past the weirdness of asking.)

Someone asked me if I also got Alton-esque flame stickers to go on it (like these). I am thinking maybe I will figure out a way to give it fox ears and a tail. :D

All in all, it's been a pretty good week. :)
vixy: (photo)
Something I've been meaning to do for a while now...

It's the On the Way Home meme! Inspired by [livejournal.com profile] corivax, who did it here (along with the best description EVER of the cry of a Stellar's Jay). The idea is that you take a bunch of pictures as you go home from work or school and post them. Thing is, [livejournal.com profile] tfabris and I carpool to and from work most days, so you'd just see a lot of blurriness, some traffic at the occasional stop light, and the inside of Tony's car. So instead, I decided to make mine the On the Way To the Post Office and Back meme, since I walk there most days (it's part of my job duties to check the company's PO Box). Or, as I like to call it, There and Back Again. :D

These photos are taken from a few days' different walks over the course of a couple weeks, because Fishy's camera battery would last about a quarter of a mile or so each day before dying and being recharged overnight. Then it died utterly and I finished up with Tony's camera. Caution: LOTS of photos under the cuts.

There )

Back Again )

Vixy & Tony's Schedule

falling together

Wednesday, 22 August 2007 14:26
vixy: (sunshine)
On Monday, I found myself thinking, I'm ready for autumn.

This is rather unusual for me. Time's usually going to fast for me lately. Around this time last year (and this time last year seems like yesterday), and around this time most years, actually, I find myself going "nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo summer don't go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay I'm not reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaady" and clinging desperately to the last bits of summery sunshine. And it's still warm here. Not hot, but warm enough that I don't need a sweater except maybe sometimes late at night. Warm enough to still need the office fan sometimes.

(No snark about Seattle summers, please. I think they're gorgeous.)

And really, what could you expect of me? Even since before [livejournal.com profile] corivax dubbed me the Summer Queen, and we realized just how apt that was, I was always in love with summer, with summer here, with gentle warmth and the long northern days with sunlight stretching until 10pm, long golden shadows, long warm nights, light clothes and summer dresses and lying in the grass reading.

(Note to avoid confusion by readers of [livejournal.com profile] cadhla: I am not Seanan's Summer Queen. Seanan's Summer Queen is someone else. I am Seanan's Kitsune Girl. However, I am a Kitsune Girl who loves to curl up in a good sunbeam and let it shine in my face.)

This year... well, it's been one thing and another. I think it's partly how many changes and stresses wound up representing this summer for me. The thing with the house, and the thing with my mother, and the thing with the insane landlady. And a month without [livejournal.com profile] gfish stretched it out into eternity at the same time that it seems now to have flown by because I spent the whole month wishing it would fly by.

It's also partly the trip to Phoenix, which felt to me like several months' worth of summer condensed into a week. And then irradiated. Like, Upper Level Intensive Summer Weather 401. (No offense meant to my friends who live there, but... let us just say that it is not for me.)

It's ironic, because I still feel-- I've just been saying this to people-- like my life is out of control. Like things just keep happening, and while I can cope with everything so far, I can't quite seem to get behind the wheel and get in control of it. I'd like to be choosing more, planning more, and right now, it feels more like falling. This well is very deep, and I am not falling so very slowly. Suddenly I feel a need more than ever to try and get to where I'm planning things out and I know at least some of what's coming. I mean, you never know everything that's coming, but I don't even feel like I'm in control of the things I have ample warning about, you know? Everything I want to do is whenever I get around to it, and I'd like to start setting myself some deadlines and goals. Every place I go, I feel unready for, and am swept out the door having just had a moment or three to prepare. I need to plan better. I need to prepare better.

So that's why it's kind of weird that I found myself thinking that I'm about ready for autumn. (Or, really, ready for anything.) I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the conventions that autumn brings. Maybe I've had enough of heat. Maybe I'm looking forward to spending time in Vancouver. But for whatever reason, I am enjoying the thought of the cool breezes, the different clothes, a little bit more rain, woodsmoke on the wind instead of barbecue scents, and the colors colors colors.

And sure enough, yesterday on my post office walk, I saw that all the maples on Greenwood have been juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust lightly touched with the watercolor brush.

Fishy update

Tuesday, 26 June 2007 13:27
vixy: (ai)
Oh yes: got a voice mail from [livejournal.com profile] gfish, from while I was on the plane and my cell phone was off. Shorn of personal sections, it says:

"We're on the river! We're okay. We just survived a horrible scary storm, and we're now making tea. Um, and everything's going okay. So, Day 1, that's it!"

Further updates as phone calls allow. :)

(no subject)

Sunday, 26 May 2002 18:47
vixy: (mibae)
I keep thinking what a shame it is that [livejournal.com profile] badconductor and [livejournal.com profile] kilianpooh never got to see this place in spring and summer. Not mainly because of the daylight (I don't expect everybody to get as excited about that as I do.) Just... for its particular beauty.

Today while out walking around, I was caught in a small snow flurry of flower petals from the trees. Later after I'd gone in, the wind brought a blizzard of them. The sparrows are everywhere. That particular new-green is on the tips of all the evergreens. The daffodils have passed the sceptre to the tulips and the irises. In a month or so we'll have strawberries.

And for the particular change in the people. Isn't everyone different in blue-glow winter than in new-green spring or golden summer? I think I am. Maybe it's just a feeling.

Or maybe it's just being able to wear sundresses. :)

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